Of all day, today was a turning point. Cold Monday morning, is beyond doubt making me feeling vague and numb. My heart sinks when reality kicks in after a sweet weekend; the thought of going back to work is so bizarre. In the middle of sluggish, I dash myself to the mirror in my room (Yay! I made it from my bed to the mirror). Gazing blankly into the mirror is me with a messy hair, and plain dull personality. “Ohh geez!” This is so NOT ME at all. What happen to my look-consciousness? Slowly, some dose of sense began to flood in, it rang a bell indicative of my sloppiness after my wedding. Perhaps I am just tired of paying too much of attention to personal grooming and beauty regime before and during wedding. Now that all has come to an end, I chose to be laidback. I understand that I have not been the way I wanted to be in a few aspects for a very long time.
But nah, I am not going to be like that forever! It calls for some makeover. I wanted to be the way I always feel good and confident of myself. Past couple of weeks, I could feel I have lost my verve and few things might have been a little different. Well, for good or bad, for which I am uncertain.
Having said that what all am I going to change? Well, nothing too much immediately. The total change might take from 4 to 8 weeks.
I'm just going to take it nice and slow, and see how it goes. Having said this, personality makeover is simply not about outside looks but it concerns inside beauty as well. Inner beauty shines more than outer beauty. So I am going to make some changes (don’t worry, this is not going to make me any less splendid but it is going to get better, I promise). Certainly, this will raise the eyebrow of many (sounds like some extreme makeover plan, but it is not! I am just exaggerating of course), to be like how I was sometime back and mixing it with few new changes as well. Perhaps this is for the good!
No matter what, I will always retain my default nature (probably my signature traits that makes who I am till today):
1) Forthright- I am just not good in sugar-coating things that I say to people. I am downright straightforward no matter what. It just makes me feel genuine in how I network and build relationship with others.
2) Bold & Independent-I am a girl with guts (But don’t tell me to do stuffs like in Fear Factor! It’s impossible). I speak my mind off if I believe it is true and if you’re offended, I am sorry I can’t help it. I prefer to be up on my feet and do things with my own effort rather than relying on others too much.
3) Alive & Kicking- And it’s time to party folks! Btw, I love to enjoy my life to the brim; even the littlest things excite me a lot. So, I am gonna be getting down on few things. Well just for the heck of it. More of tour around the world, family gatherings, partying and more fun-filled activities that I had yearned will re-invite myself as person walking into quarter-life crisis.
The list goes on and on. But I don’t want to spill it right now here. It is gonna take ages and pages for me to pen it down.
I would like to sign off from here with a quote from Mary Kay, “So many women just don’t know how great they really are. They come to us all vogue outside and vague on the inside.”
I am pretty sure my makeover will be something that can be shout out (Maybe yes or maybe no)! Let’s wait and see when my time will come for me to do so. I am already procrastinating my plans.
But nah, I am not going to be like that forever! It calls for some makeover. I wanted to be the way I always feel good and confident of myself. Past couple of weeks, I could feel I have lost my verve and few things might have been a little different. Well, for good or bad, for which I am uncertain.
Having said that what all am I going to change? Well, nothing too much immediately. The total change might take from 4 to 8 weeks.
I'm just going to take it nice and slow, and see how it goes. Having said this, personality makeover is simply not about outside looks but it concerns inside beauty as well. Inner beauty shines more than outer beauty. So I am going to make some changes (don’t worry, this is not going to make me any less splendid but it is going to get better, I promise). Certainly, this will raise the eyebrow of many (sounds like some extreme makeover plan, but it is not! I am just exaggerating of course), to be like how I was sometime back and mixing it with few new changes as well. Perhaps this is for the good!
No matter what, I will always retain my default nature (probably my signature traits that makes who I am till today):
1) Forthright- I am just not good in sugar-coating things that I say to people. I am downright straightforward no matter what. It just makes me feel genuine in how I network and build relationship with others.
2) Bold & Independent-I am a girl with guts (But don’t tell me to do stuffs like in Fear Factor! It’s impossible). I speak my mind off if I believe it is true and if you’re offended, I am sorry I can’t help it. I prefer to be up on my feet and do things with my own effort rather than relying on others too much.
3) Alive & Kicking- And it’s time to party folks! Btw, I love to enjoy my life to the brim; even the littlest things excite me a lot. So, I am gonna be getting down on few things. Well just for the heck of it. More of tour around the world, family gatherings, partying and more fun-filled activities that I had yearned will re-invite myself as person walking into quarter-life crisis.
The list goes on and on. But I don’t want to spill it right now here. It is gonna take ages and pages for me to pen it down.
I would like to sign off from here with a quote from Mary Kay, “So many women just don’t know how great they really are. They come to us all vogue outside and vague on the inside.”
I am pretty sure my makeover will be something that can be shout out (Maybe yes or maybe no)! Let’s wait and see when my time will come for me to do so. I am already procrastinating my plans.
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