Tears in Silence

Parting ways with ur loved ones brings silent tears to ur eyes...the amount of precious times u spent together, shared happiness and sadness, can never be erased from the mind.Its etched in our heart and soul for eternity...But sometimes separation is common in human's life..we will stumbled upon this obstacle which brings our smooth journey to a halt....however, we need to have the courage and strength to cope with it and move on...lend a shoulder to someone who is experiencing the separation wound and put them in ur sole concern in order to bring back the shine in their eyes...Never let those who are suffering in silence to be lost in their own solitary-ness...this will make things worse for them..pamper them...love them...talk to them...amuse them...watsover..as long as u feel their back on the track...

Political Pandemonium

The current political state of affairs causes huge pandemonium for innocent citizens in their daily livelihood...Unexpected roadblocks, gatherings, demonstrations and instability of the democratic constitution causes nuisance to public as well as the fear creeping up in them over the insecurity reigning over us...Once upon a time, Malaysia was prominent in the global platform as one of the most democratic country with diverse cultures and religions living in great harmony without uprising.....a very compassionate people living with so much of discipline, tranquility, tolerance and compassion. The astounding spirit caught the worldwide attention for its social equality being deemed as exemplar for others to look up to...Although we might be small in the world map, but we seem to be eminent in the eyes of the world..

But what has happen to our lovely country...huge uproar has taken place...the country's stability is shaken...chaos popping up very often...heated arguments in parliments amongst MPs...open remarks in media...justice? its not there anymore..social dignity? vanished...worse still the respected nation has lose its reputation among the global arena...All this causes insecurity in the economic status and investors will shun away from forming trade network with malaysia...due to chaos here...its not gonna bring us any lucrative improvements for our future...its high time everyone puts this worry into their head and strive hard for restoring the damage in our democratic structure...Justice should be practiced for harmony to set back in everyone's heart for smooth sailing in our very own country...i really wish for some positive turn of events..

My Day is Not Complete Without ............

Sharing some lighter moments with my loved ones after a hectic day, soothes my soul a lot..I just cant wait to go home and catch a glimpse of their warm smile and comforting words which makes me forget my fatigue in just split moments. My day is incomplete without sharing my emotions , thoughts as well as spending quality time together...

I realised that without them i will be lost and my life would be empty. They make up my wonderful life with their warm presence, their unconditional love, never-ending concern and breathing life into me...I have alwiz thought i dont have much loved ones around me BUT im so glad that those who are around me shower me so much of affection which is incomparable to others.I am definitely gifted to feel their love for me..but when ur loved ones are away from u, its even harder to cope with their absence...but i will make sure that i end my day by spending some quality time through long-distance conversation which completes the day with bliss.

i dont mind sacrificing by cutting down my hours of sleep but at least i spend time with them...dat shows my affection and concern for them..

Fatigue.....norm in bustling City Life

Yesterday was such a hectic one...it all started at 6.30am..unfortunately the heavy downpour that hit KL town didnt discourage my sampling team. We went ahead wit our plans..Thank god, the rain stopped eventually and a small hint of sun could be seen hiding behind the huge clouds...Despite feeling rather low since monday, i was geared up for sampling work. On top of it, the agronomist who accompanied us to the sampling field, cheered us with his lively chat and huge smile...it made me smile in silence but it didnt last long....

I was in great need to go home quickly to get some sound sleep and rest...but i ended up reaching late as usual coz of the never-ending traffic congestion in KL city..when can we travel on road without squeezing, fighting and honking around? when can we just drive swiftly without getting stucked for hours? Its impossible to get this problem solved right? hmmmmm...all i can do is just pray and hope for something to happen..at least half the burden of ppl like me travelling to work will be reduced..... by the time we reach home after battling in the traffic jam, we would be terribly exhausted...and all i can think of sleeep....sleeep....and of course sound sleep......hit the bed into dreamland...

Emotional Turmoil

Monday blues or some arbitrary emotional breakdown...Its hard to elucidate what's running in my mind since morning....i'm totally lost.....i was emotionally unstable throughout the day...there was not even a hint of smile to my face except creasing lines as a result of frowns.....tears was keep welling up in my eyes but it never flow away....My heart was sinking deep. What was i disturbed about? What is making me moody and emotionally weak today? Am i being a troublesome girl? Or a burden to my loved ones? ......I just dont knw....All i wanna do is just seclude myself from others and be all alone in my room, accompanied by 4 walls of my room, pillow and bed....shun away frm noise, lights......etc

I think im just undergoing emotional turmoil which just pops out abruptly and takes away my happiness, my spirit and my peace....Nisha is so vulnerable which makes her seek for support and comfort....She just need a consoling hug and kind words to make her feel good...

It was such a bliss to sleep cosily on a Sunday morning....i was awaken by a wake-up call from noty superhero...'wake up wake up'....ohh no, not this early i thought....the time on my fone indicated that its only 8.55am...my eyes half open and dreamily i kept the fone under my pillow and continue my sleep.....but only to be awaken by continuous ringing moments later....oh ok..dats it my sleep has been interupted and there is no way for me to get bck to sleep...

Superhero was alredy on the way looking forward for a memorable day...i had to drag myself from my bed and to refresh myself...had a sumptous meal and left my house with so much of energy for the day ahead...Malls are alwiz looking packed on weekends and vibrant throughout the day, i wonder hw these ppl willing to sacrifice their lovely sunday instead of spending it with family and loved ones......

Glad that even tis sunday was memorable for me.I spend this day with someone i truly cherish so dearly. Spending hours by chatting and sharing deep thoughts while drinking was never wasted...infact the hours just passed by so fast that before i knew that i had to leave for home...i realised that sharing affection, concern and thoughts personally, was more valuable than how we usually do it through fone, SMSes, mails...i never thought life was gonna look brighter for me as i have someone so dearly standing by me through thick or thin..those encouraging words was so touching and i almost shed tears...i had trusted those who promised me the same thing and ended up hurt in the long run..but something whispered into my ears today when i heard that meaningful words again, which this time its gonna last forever and its sealed with a love,respect and promise. i became vulnerable to each and every word that rings in my head and the trust i could see shining in the eyes...Our paths crossed somewhere in my life that brought us together with so much in common...Im yet to give myself to the moment and to the one who promise to be there for me no matter wateva happens......im in quest for unsolved queries..........

Flu Bug.....

Nisha has been visited by the flu bug for the past few days...She just hates when u get runny nose and uneasy feeling which brings u down to the lowest energy level...nevertheless she cant let herself becoming like a energyless battery..hehehe...Nisha charged herself to the extreme and move forward with much zest....She never allowed laziness to take over her and therefore she boosts her self-confidence by dressing up with her most fav attire..*all smiles* Ya i seriously believe whenever im sick or exhausted or else when my energy level sinks to the bottom, I will bounce back with grooming myself and make myself happy by indulging in my most favourite activity.

But after reaching home, i become lethargic and have a need for attention from loved ones...of course i will whine and become fragile..hahaha...too much of pampering frm dad n mom i guess...coz afterall im their lil' kid no matter hw much i grow up.....Right frm food, medicines till i am tucked into bed, i am spoiled utterly....hmmmmm...its so heavenly when u have ur loved ones tuck u into the bed, calms u down with their affectionate words and stroke ur head gently until he drift into deep sleep.....zzzzzz....z.zzzzzz....zzzzz...Nitez.......